So I actually have a different post written and lined up for whenever I have time to get the relevant photos off the camera and upload them (tomorrow? heh). In the meantime, here's a poem that I love despite its explicit call to Jesus. Longfellow's translation is clear, forthright, yet beautiful - to me, this is his voice when he's at his best - you know, how all great poets have a particular voice even though it usually only comes through now and then. And actually, I don't think the moral of the poem is "come to Jesus"; I think it's, "don't procrastinate." But, obviously, in a less prosaic, shallow-sounding way.
Ugh, this is why talking about poetry is so hard; poems have already condensed, crystallized, cut to the core, so expounding on them always sounds banal. It's finding extra words for something that is currently pithy and effective.
The point is, I like this poem, and the last two lines particularly are what still ring with me, and what make my mind return to it regularly.
Tomorrow
Lord, what am I, that with unceasing care Thou did'st seek after me, that Thou did'st wait Wet with unhealthy dews before my gate, And pass the gloomy nights of winter there? Oh, strange delusion, that I did not greet Thy blest approach, and oh, to heaven how lost If my ingratitude's unkindly frost Has chilled the bleeding wounds upon Thy feet.
How oft my guardian angel gently cried, “Soul, from thy casement look, and thou shalt see How He persists to knock and wait for thee!” And oh, how often to that Voice of sorrow, “Tomorrow we will open,” I replied, And when the morrow came I answered still “Tomorrow.”
With Andy, Faye, Ian, Katie, Lara, Alyssa, and Alex I saw Once, which we rushed last week. Even the rushing part was pretty fun, since it was a nice day and there was so much company!
Here's your soundtrack for my review (skip ahead to about 1:30 - he talks a lot at the beginning):
The show was lovely. It opened - well, pre-opened - with an Irish folk jam session, most of it while audience members were onstage milling and drinking. So that was awesome. I mean, really, based on my response to Million Dollar Quartet and to One Man Two Guv’nors,
I don’t really want to see musicals at all, I just want to see rockin’
concerts. Which is in keeping with my generally negative attitude toward
musical theatre, so, you know, no surprise there.
As for the body of the show, everyone agreed that the music
was beautiful. While we saw four understudies that night, one of them – the weakest
– in for the lead “Guy,” overall the cast vocals and instrumentals (the cast is the orchestra, which I loved –
definitely a better solution to the don’t-have-money-for-band problem than just
replacing all the musicians with synths, anyway, and conceptually perfect for
this show) were powerful, locked in together, and very moving. The “Guy” understudy
was a little noncommittal both vocally and emotionally (of course, the two go
hand in hand), particularly in the first act, but in the second act when he was
featured in quieter songs and ditched the I’m-trying-but-can’t-quite-wail-like-Glen-Hansard
thing, he shined a lot more. [Note: I wrote “shone” instead of “shined” there
first, and it took me a while to figure out why it was wrong! No wonder
non-native speakers have trouble, if we natives can’t even remember which tense
patterns go where.]
Particularly, incredibly beautiful was the a cappella reprise of “Gold” in the
second act, with all cast members standing simply singing on stage. It was
breathtaking, and it was perfectly together, which is astonishing for a large-group
a cappella number with no conductor
(I looked and looked for their monitor), no formal music director (listed in
the program are a cast music captain, a
la the more standard dance captain, and a music supervisor, but no music
director – I would love to have a peek into those rehearsals!), and no one even
looking at each other on stage. Also brilliant was the
more-instruments-than-in-the-movie rendition of “When Your Mind’s Made Up,” the
song they record in the recording studio (which is in 5, which I find both
distracting and wonderful – talk to me about “alternative” meters sometime).
As for the non-musical elements of the show, I’m afraid I
disagreed with everyone I went with.
They thought the script was weak, telling rather than showing, that the
production didn’t add anything new and better to the story told in the movie,
and that the result was on the whole less dramatic than the movie.
I, on the other hand, really liked the new choices they made
with the script. I think in a play you have
to tell more than you do in a movie, because you don’t get close-ups of faces,
and I liked the way they wrote through
the dramatic moments rather than letting the actors fall intensely silent
(again, something that works a lot better in a movie than on stage; after all,
that’s one of the things Alex and I both hated about Billy Elliot, was the laziness of the librettist in substituting dramatic
pauses for difficult dialogue). I do think the emotional moments didn’t carry
as well as they should have, but to me that was the result of the lack of 100%
commitment on the part of the “Guy” understudy, which meant the chemistry
between him and the “Girl” wasn’t quite there. Any script is going to look weak if the actors
aren’t pulling it off. I would love to see the show again with the regular “Guy”
– although listening to the recording of him, he has the same vocal problem as
the understudy, which is that he’s a musical theatre singer trying to sound
raw, resulting in a vibrato-free but not particularly emotional belt.
And, you know, whatever they say about the storytelling in
the production, I definitely heard some uneven breathing and saw some reddened
eyes from the members of my party round about the last number of the show.
The other show I saw recently was Matilda, which I’ve been excited for for a year! While I didn’t
utterly love it the way I’ve loved some recent shows,* I really enjoyed it. I’ll
start with the flaws, so I can end with the strengths, which carried the show
enough to make it easily worth your time and money.
Meanwhile, here’s your Matilda
soundtrack!:
Flaws – Uneven pacing. Most of the time I was absorbed, but
there were several five or ten minute chunks where I was bored. The dialogue was a little prosaic and not
very strong. Not all the songs flowed seamlessly from the script to heighten
emotional moments or to allow characters to communicate openly – they were
mostly fairly internal, which sometimes worked and sometimes didn’t. Miss Honey’s
song in particular, “Good Enough for Me,” was almost beautiful but ended up not
working at all for me. Some of the adults were a little weak – I think maybe
they were focusing on their accents harder than on actually being clear. Miss Honey
was the weakest I’ve ever seen her, and I wanted her to have more agency. Matilda’s
relationship with the librarian was played for laughs without being actually
very funny, and without successfully establishing Matilda’s internalized role
as a parental figure in a way that justified her later relationship with Miss Honey,
as it should have based. And while I respected that they made a strong choice
with Trunchbull – casting a man in her role – and followed through on that
choice fully, making use of the physical and vocal, and
internalized-character-development implications of cross-dressing-man rather
than big-strong-woman, I didn’t like the choice to begin with, which I’ll talk
about more later.
Strengths – The lyrics! The lyrics were brilliant. The lyrics were clever and on point; the rhymes were
smart, the phrasing was repetitive in a way that clarified and emphasized, the
lyric content phrased over the meter (one of my favorite songwriting devices
and one that I have yet to master) – basically, it was how I wish I wrote
lyrics. Also, the set – equally clever and creative. The floor was in
miscellaneously-sized squares that raised horizontally up and down to form platforms
and desks or rose vertically to form 2-D facades; the alphabet/reading them was
prevalent but unobtrusive; the whole concept was well-synced with the show
concept and very well executed. The choreography! Basically, the trifecta of extremely
clever, well-synced creativity in this show was the lyrics, the set, and the
choreo. The choreography was detailed, precise, and new; well-tuned to the
songs; and developed over the course of the show. Loved it! The addition and
development of the acrobat/escapologist storyline worked really well – my trust
in where they were going with it, when it initially looked tacked-in, was
warranted.
Performer-wise, Miss Honey had a lovely soprano although her
character was a big nothing aside from her first (great) song (“Knock on the
Door”); the Wormwoods were effective and creative; the Latin number, “Loud,”
with Mrs. Wormwood and her salsa partner was hysterical; Matilda was great,
great, great, carried the show exactly the way she needed to despite being exhaustingly
onstage almost nonstop and having a substantial amount of singing to do. But,
more important, the children – oh my god, the kids were incredible. The kid
choreography was specific, high-energy, and extremely extensive, and they
nailed it, better than I’ve ever seen kids on Broadway before and better than a
lot of adult dance choruses on Broadway. Plus, their British accents were so
good that I assumed the kids were imported before I checked out the program and
found them to home-grown! Seriously, if the lyrics/set/choreo don’t convince
you, go see this show just for the children’s chorus.
[I was going to insert the link to "Miracle," the opening number, here, but it's giving me trouble, so you should just click through! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YF5y84mTBjA]
Cross-gender casting – I am all for cross-gender casting.
But what bothers me is that the cross-gender casting trend on Broadway applies
only to casting men in the roles of large or powerful or scary or over-the-top
women. To me, it suggests that largeness/power/scariness/over-the-top-iness
(haha) are traits that belong to men, that women who have them are therefore
manly – are not like women. While I don’t want to accidentally reinforce the “strong
but feminine” trope (which Katie and I got into extensively one night in a bar,
and which I will happily talk about with you in person) with that last
sentence, what I’m trying to say is that this kind of cross-gender casting actually
reinforces the gender binary, by
saying that some traits are womanly and some are manly, and that a woman with
certain traits is appropriately played a man, particularly when other
incidences of cross-gender casting are almost completely nonexistent on a
professional stage. If we saw more women playing men, or men playing more “feminine”
women; if we saw more gender-play in general; even better (in my feminist
utopia), if we saw gender as not relevant
to characters, such that we took ability to perform the role vocally and in
terms of personality/acting ability as the only precursors for being cast in a
role, not taking gender into account at
all, I would be way more down with the cross-gender casting!
Back to this
specific case, I actually thought that casting an man as Trunchbull and
emphasizing effeminate gestures and mincing around actually make the character
into a parody of womanhood, made her funny because she is someone who is trying
to perform femininity and not doing it well rather than because she is just
over-the-top scary, made her less actually scary-due-to-being-intimidating and
made her more unstable/“crazy,” only scary because we’re told she’s scary through narrative, lights, music, etc. I don’t
want to fall into comparing the musical to the movie – particularly since they’re
both based on a book and a spectacular one at that – but the Trunchbull in the
movie is perfect, and is also a great
role for a woman who doesn’t look like the usual women who get cast, and while
I liked a lot of the different approaches the musical took, they should have
just left that one alone.
I guess those sound like pretty mixed reviews, but the point
is, I liked these two shows a lot, and you should go see them!
*Peter and the
Starcatcher is the most absolutely beautiful show I’ve seen in the last two
years (topped only by Scottsboro Boys,
which I saw neither off-Broadway nor on Broadway but managed to catch during its
brief San Francisco run, but I was also head over heels for Newsies, Book of Mormon, Venus in Fur,
One Man Two Guv’nors, and Million Dollar Quartet; in the
quite-liked category are American Idiot, Finian’s
Rainbowl, Memphis, and the silly but delightful Lysistrata Jones, in the meh category is Bengal Tiger at the Baghdad Zoo and Everyday Rapture, and in the wasted-my-money-and-my-time category are
Anything Goes and Billy Elliot, and there you have every Broadway
show I can remember seeing since I moved to New York, and now I feel like I
haven’t been taking advantage of my city of residence nearly enough.
If you're feeling like being transported... here's the "Gold" reprise:
Well, first, I have been on a checking-cookbooks-out-from-the-library spree, actually. Cook This Now, The Sweet Life in Paris, Simply Satisfying, and Around My French Table.
Which has caused me to be on a cooking spree!
Walnut cake with mocha whipped cream frosting: Tasty, mildly nutty, light. The frosting is the star of this show - hot cream poured over coffee and bittersweet chocolate, chilled, and whipped stiff. Also I am proud of the chocolate curls on top.
Quickbread with chives, walnuts, and cheddar. Sounds so awesome; turned out kind of boring and a hair dry. However, it's great toasted and spread with...
...cheesy creme brulee! Which, as you can see, was almost a disaster. Certainly the recipe didn't work for me at all; it asked for 40-50 minutes at 200 degrees F, at which point the brulees were still 100% liquid. I turned it up and left them in for another 45 minutes or so, took them out, sprinkled cheese on top, torched them, and then despite my skepticism around the concept of savory creme brulee...
...discovered that they were INCREDIBLE DELICIOUS, reminiscent of super rich mac and cheese, and SO WORTH all the hassle. Great on chips, great on toasted cheese quickbread, great with a spoon.
There was also an entire quart of leftover charoses from Pesach, which Alex and I have been struggling to eat before it goes bad. I mean, it's delicious, and you can eat it by the spoonful, but a quart is still a lot of charoses. So what to do with leftover charoses?
Charoses pie/crisp! Graham cracker crust, mound of charoses, crisp topping with oats and spices, 350 for half an hour. Delish!
And the final project of the two-day period: Milk and honey brioche. Which takes two days. Which requires 3/4 lb of butter and ten egg yolks. Which also requires a mixer with a paddle attachment, which I don't have, so I used my hands, realizing too late that Stella suggests in the comments trying it in a food processor. Which for a long time seemed like an utter disaster, with the texture of extremely sticky cookie dough and an apparent inability to rise at all.
When I at last put it in the oven, trembling for its fate, it did puff up but it also was a very ugly shape and blackened on the outside immediately rather than turning golden. Then I took a bite...
...and it was basically the best thing I've ever eaten. It's flaky, light, rich, sweet, crispy on the outside, buttery, and GLORIOUS. I legit wish I could make it every week. Too bad I can't afford that much butter! (Egg yolks I often do have, given frequent macaronnage. Although ten is still, um, excessive.)
Anyway, that's it so far for this week! Although I have a batch of macarons to make, commissioned on behalf of Paul's cast (for money!! although I'm definitely price gouging the competition). Probably mint or espresso with chocolate ganache.
In the meantime, here are more things I made in the last month, which I haven't posted about yet!
Clam chowder!
AMAZING chocolate torte. Basically, it's a ton of unsweetened chocolate and a ton of meringue, which was confusing and ugly, but incredible and now in my rotation, although unsweetened chocolate is also too expensive to use that much of very often.
Also, only part of this is homemade - the baguette - but I'm posting it because it was pretty much the best lunch ever. That's some kind of blue-veiny expensive cheese from the grocery store, and mind-blowing smoked salmon dip from Trader Joe's.
I also had a ton of leftover black eyed peas from making Hoppin' John (see: Sundays at Moosewood), and was tired of eating black eyed peas. Some dollops of cream cheese, cheddar, parmesan, garlic, and leftover green sauce from Mama's Empanadas, and bean dip it was!
Last but not least, in other news, Alex and I bought an expensive coffee table and I love it!!!! Well, expensive for us. Pretty normal priced for a regular coffee table that is fairly sturdy and pretty and not from IKEA. From now on: coasters and place mats, no exception!
Also, Andy Ball is here! And we have a great new subletter named Lara! And Alex's brother Ben came to visit! And I have a music director master class in programming keyboards with Mainstage coming up on Thursday! It's a cool week. :)